Sad Day.. Rest In Peace Lucy...

Over the weekend Lucy took a turn for the worst. I am not really sure what happened but she yelled out in pain all weekend. I tried to control her pain with medication but it didn't do much. I had to make the call this morning to put her down. It is the most difficult thing to do. I have only had to do this one other time with my cat of 18 years. That time was even worse... I kept praying that God wouldn't make me make the choice to do it... I couldn't bare to see her in pain. I just felt so helpless when she would cry out in pain... I know it was the right thing to do.. sometimes the right thing is not easy. Dinner time tonight was odd.. no more little begger. In some respects I feel relief, one less to take care of and deal with her funny corks. I know that probably sounds heartless, but it is how I feel. I will miss her terribly and am glad she is no longer in pain.